feeding tube

Hi All,
I must be near my lowest point, with the installation of the feeding tube my misery is almost complete. With my neck burned to the 2nd degree from the radiation, and now weight loss at it highest level. Meaning I'm starved and cooked at the same time. I have only 5 treatments left but I had hoped to finish on my own steam, not so in the big book. Still I can see the end and with luck, prayer, and the constant help of friends I should make it through. Everything is harder to do with a tube in my nose, from breathing to swallowing, it is that much harder to just struggle on, but struggle on I shall. Thanks to all of you who supported me during my time of need, may the good Lord smile on you..peace & love ..... Andy